Me and my mom went to the church I go to for youth group, we’ve never actually gone on sundays. There’s this thing called Aquire The Fire that happens once a year here in Dec. I’m not sure if it goes to any other states or not. I’ve always wanted to go, but there’s at least 4000 people so I never was allowed to go. My youth group is going and got floor tickets but it was $50 for a ticket, with the discount, and I couldn’t afford it because I haven’t been getting hours at work. Today was the last day you could pay and still get tickets at the $50 price. When my youth leader was doing the announcements and said the money was due if you wanted to go to ATF to give it after service. The pastor of the church hopped up and took the mic and asked how many kids were short money, and how much they were short. One kid raised his hand, and he was down 30$. I didn’t raise my hand, even though I was trying really hard not to be sad that I couldn’t go. The pastor said that Prestons cost was covered. Then he looked me square in the eye and said “Amanda, do you want to go?” He’s only met me once before. I stared at him because I didn’t even have any money to go towards it. He asked again, and I grinned really big, looked at mom and she said I could go so he said, “You’re going.” Then Jodi whispered something and he asked “What about Daniella?” So me and my sister are both going to ATF for free. I almost was in tears I felt so blessed. I couldn’t even articulate thanks at the end without almost crying. I am so excited.
Then I came home and found out my friend Beka, who lives in Kentucky, just had her house and her whole families possesions are lost. Thankfully all 9 of them got out okay. It’s just crazy you never think it would happen to someone you know that well, or yourself. Thankfully they live in a small town so everyone’s pitching in to help them out. Ah it’s crazy.
Now I’m waiting for a text from Calvin about when we’re going out with his friends so I know when to put on my costume and do my hair.
I really really really dislike somebody I work with she keeps doing stuff to make it seem like I don’t know squat and she’s always treating me like I’m 8 years old, never touched a camera and don’t know how to talk to people. I wish I didn’t work with her she stresses me right on out. Oh my.
I got all 4 out at the same time and was awake, but I was so totally numb. It wasn’t as bad as I thought, I’ll tell you something funny that happened after you get yours out. It’ll be fine though, and everybody will dote you for awhile. The worst part will be dealing with stitches, but that’s not too bad. :) Don’t sweat it!
My mom was having a hard day today so I took her out to ice cream tonight. She told me she doesn’t know what she’ll do without me, and how she’s feeling right now because of everything that’s happening and I feel so awful for making the decision not to move with her and my siblings. I know I need to stay here and be with my dad and all the other reasons, but I feel so awful and like I’m making my mom sad because soon she won’t have me so close. Soon we’ll live states apart.
I’m so stressed out with life right now. I feel bad for my friends I’m such a downer to talk too. I really need distractions, I really need to find things to busy myself with. Having a job is awesome, but only getting 4 hours this whole past week and then 3 this coming up week makes it a not so great distraction and just something fun to look forwards too even though it’s really stressful and chaotic.
Tomorrow should be fun though I’m going shopping with my mom and sister and going to a concert with my mom and we’re either giving my youthgroup friend Justin a ride or he’s meeting us there. And soon I’ll have my drivers license and I can drive myself places when I really need to get away from here for a bit. It’s so hard though doing these things with my mom knowing I won’t be able to do them much longer. Eating dinner with all 6 family members around the table is so hard to do. I’m cherishing it while it lasts but I don’t want it to end. I don’t.
Hair Color: Dark brown, a kid I babysat always said black but he was wrong lol
Height: 5’ 6” most days
Favorite Color: Red, plain and simple and bold and vibrant mmmm mmmm
Screen Name: Way to manyD;
Favorite Band: Showbread…but I love Eminem and FOB…
Favorite Movie: Zombieland
Favorite Show: Supernatural hands down.
Your Car: Technically it’s not mine yet? But high chances are I’m getting a pimp car which is a Chrysler Fifth Ave
Your Hometown: The town in which I currently reside in
Your Present Town: The town in which I was born
Your Crushes First Name: Calvin.
Your Grade: Nothing, graduated high school and not in college…
Your Style: Wonky
Have You Ever
Sat on your rooftop? No but it’s on a list of things to do with someone
Kissed someone in the rain? Well, we were gonna but it stopped raining so after I jumped in a puddle I got scooped up and kissed over the puddle.
Danced in a public place? Earlier at work, big time.
Smiled for no reason? There’s always a reason just sometimes nobody knows why other then me;)
Laughed so hard you cried? Oh laudy yes
Peed your pants after age 8? Nooope
Written a song? Quite a few, well guitar parts
Sang to someone for no reason? Why yes
Performed on a stage? When I was little I was in a Christmas program at a church and sang and got a solo, like yea I can’t barely sing.
Talked to someone you don’t know? I have to with my job, I love talking to strangers
Gone out of your way to befriend someone? Definitely more than once
Made out in a theatre? Nope, no way. I’m not a fan of going to see movies in theaters and not actually watching the movie cause you’re to busy making out.
Gone roller skating since 8th grade? Why yes, last summer, being summer of ‘09
Been in love? I’m honestly not totally sure
Who was the last person to
Say HI to you? Cousin Colby
Tell you, I love you? Mom
Kiss you? hehehe a cute boy…
Hug you? Daddy
Tell you BYE? My boss, Kim
Write you a note? A co worker I think
Take your photo? My sister with my phone at youth group
Call your cell phone? Valerie!
Buy you something? My dad took me out to lunch yesterday like he used to do when I was little:)
Go with you to the movies? My mom, we went to Easy A, I loved it.
Sing to you? Valerie lol
Write a poem about you? Kaaaaaaty:)
Text message you? Katypoo
Touch you? My cousin just ran into me while he walked by?
What’s the last
Time you laughed? When I was outback talking to my cousin
Time you cried? Last night yo
Movie you watched? Easy A:)
Joke you told? What’s the difference between a skydiver and a golfer? A golfer says “Ouch Damn” while a skydiver says “Damn!!! ouch!”
Song you’ve sang? Home by Edward Sharpe and The Magnetic Zeros in the showa
Time you’ve looked at the clock? 5:15 it’s 5:28 now
Drink you’ve had? Water so I don’t pass out
Number you’ve dialed? I don’t remember but even if I did I couldn’t say cause that’s need to know information for me job;)
Book you’ve read? Herpderp idk I don’t read often. But I”m going to read Nevada again by Josh Dies very soon
Food you’ve eaten? Instant Mac and a homemade lollipop
Flavor of gum chewed? The dark blue 5 gum whatever flavor is wrapped in dark blue lol
Shoes you’ve worn? Airwalk flip flops I got when I forgot to wear my shoes and we were going to lunch with our friends who’s son I had a huge crush on at the time. There was a payless right there so I got flipyfloppies lol
Store you’ve been in? Target
Thing you’ve said? "I’ll play whenever as long as there’s not just me and you playing because BS is kind of boring with two people, ya know?"
Write with both hands? Kind of, it’s not as ‘purty’ with my left though
Whistle? In key, not very well, but whistle in general, yes
Blow a bubble? mmhmm you dip the wand in the bubbles then blow on the wand when you pull it out and magical bubbles come out!
Roll your tounge in a circle? Yarsh!
Cross your eyes? haha my friend Caleb taught me how to when I was little because he was born cross eyed and I wanted to know how to do it too.
Touch your tounge to your nose? hahaaa yes! our friends dad used to not let me be excused from the dinner table if I didn’t do that first
Dance? you can dance if you want too…yes, but not propperly or anything
Stay up a whole night without sleep? Never done it but yes I probably can
Speak a different language? No habla englase.
Impersonate someone? Poorly, :3
Prank call people? harharhar yes yes i can
Make a card pyramid? If I try hard enough
Cook anything? oh yes
Finish The Line
If i were a … clone i could live with both my parents technically
I wish … that life would be ok again
So many people don’t know that … They’re beautiful
I am … not always the person God wants me to be or I want me to be
My heart is … a very cool shape that is intriguing but everyones hearts are.
"If you're in a relationship, you're not suppose to cheat, flirt, or text other girls.. one should be enough"
That’s the name of a group on facebook. Isn’t texting other girls a little extreme?? I mean flirtingly texting other girls maybe but just having friends who are female shouldn’t be a huge problem. Almost all my friends are boys, so when I’m in a relationship am I not supposed to be friends with them anymore?